I made a test.. a gauge to my erratic temperament.
and today has been a sudden revelation. i have found my utmost desire... to shock and astound the world.
no one will fathom what i will come up with, save those who really know me; the people who can feel the potential that burns like an ardent flame within me.
I am filled with ideas, pregnant with a melange of radical compilation of thoughts. I am tenacious, and I reflect the absolute perspicacity of a budding entrepreneur. And i am confident, willing to lauch into try-outs, almost ever too ready to flaunt my inventiveness that no other will every manifest.

My joy revolves around my persistence in what will be my final goal in life. I am about to market any thing one will ever imagine. I, myself, am very marketable. And i reach out to you to invest in me.

Put your faith in me and i will work wonders for you.

posted by iambrianfu [ 9:17 AM ] |

ok.. here i am, just migrating from livejournal (http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=g_i_g_g_s). why? coZ the new skin sucks?... nah.. i dont really know why too.

well.. hear me

i dont write for nothing. its dumb to go rattling bout the nothingness and then come back to say.. oh.. im back here. read me. remember today. read my monotonous shit !

anyway... i wanna check out how this thing works.

im living alone now. i dont go home often. when i do, i play the piano. its wierd, but im missing home food. I think id never miss it not less i live alone.
Solitary and peacefulness.. its when you lie down. serenity and quietness. almost deafening silence. you think you're closing your eyes. your vision spins out of focus. but u notice ur not asleep and the incandescent glow somewhere around tinges the corners of the whole blurred image.

id feel cold , and find my arms numbing. my toes biting.
it feels like this happened before
i open my eyes looking straight at the yellow light. and then i exclaim , and wake up to turn off the lights saying how many more fucking times im gonna just lie down and fall asleep in the cold on my arms making it feel so totally numb n bloodless n wake up at this very five thirty and turn off the lights and sleep.

posted by iambrianfu [ 4:47 PM ] |